Shit posting

This is a shit post, just wanted to make it like...

So let's see, I'm in college for the second year, got plenty of friends and all that shit is good. Family life is still shit as all hell like it usually is..... and as for me well I'm in a mixture of moods,
Sometimes happy, sometimes down as fuck,  been chatting up this fit as fuck girl on snapchat, that's been going alright could be better but I'm not judging too much

I can't vent like I used to because I don't know how i feel, like I can't read my own feelings anymore like all I do and have is just wasted

I guess I just want to be alone.... being alone i feel safe, like I can feel how I want and say what I want, do what I want like and it's good but being alone is hard to come by....

Maybe I should've lay off snapchat for a couple of days? that might help me? just explain that I can't be bothered with it? sounds like a good idea....  might help me out with being alone :S

Legit fuck knows why I'm typing this Im trying to find my vent... but I don't know what my vent is?


I'll end this here, what a shit post...

Signed...
Me