Shit posting

This is a shit post, just wanted to make it like...

So let's see, I'm in college for the second year, got plenty of friends and all that shit is good. Family life is still shit as all hell like it usually is..... and as for me well I'm in a mixture of moods,
Sometimes happy, sometimes down as fuck,  been chatting up this fit as fuck girl on snapchat, that's been going alright could be better but I'm not judging too much

I can't vent like I used to because I don't know how i feel, like I can't read my own feelings anymore like all I do and have is just wasted

I guess I just want to be alone.... being alone i feel safe, like I can feel how I want and say what I want, do what I want like and it's good but being alone is hard to come by....

Maybe I should've lay off snapchat for a couple of days? that might help me? just explain that I can't be bothered with it? sounds like a good idea....  might help me out with being alone :S

Legit fuck knows why I'm typing this Im trying to find my vent... but I don't know what my vent is?


I'll end this here, what a shit post...

Signed...
Me

We are

[Danny:]

We are, we are, we are made from broken parts

We are, we are, we are broken from the start

And our hearts, our hearts, they were beating in the dark

'Cause we are, we are, we are built from broken parts

[Johnny 3 Tears:]

If you can lose it all then welcome to Broadway

Silicone dreams and your name on the marque

And I can hold it up, but I hold it up hardly

It's hotter here in hell but it's getting real dark, see

So all you sick and the bitterness of the lonely

To all you overdosed and you miles of coke fiends

And every step, another step you're walking on my dreams

Every breath, another breath, you're breathing when I breathe

I watch them all come, gotta watch the rest go

I'm married to the devil, in the city of angels

So come all you wicked, to the world of the empty

I know I need it all, so baby don't tempt me

I'm knockin' on your door, nope, nobody sent me

Just checkin' all you bitches, like I'm checkin' this check sheet

So put your hats on, Lohner don't get soft

You can see God when I take my mask off

[Danny:]

We are, we are, we are made from broken parts

We are, we are, we are broken from the start

And our hearts, our hearts, they were beating in the dark

'Cause we are, we are, we are built from broken parts

[J-Dog:]

The fame's your best friend, you love it, no questions

Beating down the door is the face of rejection

And once again it's a tragedy anthem

We never wanted more, we never needed your blessing

But who could give a fuck about a kid with a dream?

'Cause stories aren't told about the ones unseen

With the gleam in his eye, his middle finger to the sky

Crooked smile on his face, he doesn't think he can die

So grab a pick and an axe, 'cause we try, we cry

Into the bottle of Jack we die, inside

So when you look in his eyes, whatcha see now

Murder the monster you've made, and watch him bleed out

We're in a life, where it's kill or lose

Just lie motherfucker, 'til you hear the truth

From under the street, through the gutters of youth

Just cry, motherfucker, yeah, I'm talking to you

[Danny:]

We are, we are, we are made from broken parts

We are, we are, we are broken from the start

And our hearts, our hearts, they were beating in the dark

'Cause we are, we are, we are built from broken parts

[(Danny) / J-Dog:] 

(No one) From the city of angels!

(No one) An empty vessel of devils!

(Can take away what's ours) Is there no one to save us?

Through my eyes see the world that you gave us!

[x2 (on the album version)]

[Danny:]

We are, we are, we are made from broken parts

We are, we are, we are broken from the start

And our hearts, our hearts, they were beating in the dark

'Cause we are, we are, we are built from broken parts

[(Danny) / J-Dog:]

(We are, we are) From the city of angels!

And every vessel of devils!

(We are, we are) Is there no one to save us?

Through my eyes see the world that you gave us!

[+ on the album version:]

(And our hearts, our hearts) From the city of angels!

And every vessel of devils!

('Cause we are, we are) Is there no one to save us?

Through my eyes see the world that you gave us!

Moving on?

So I've just had thoughts...

A close Internet friend of mine and me seem to be distancing again..

So I'm starting to wonder
Should I fight for the friendship or let it go? this friend is like family to me... But the distance between us is growing...

I'm just not sure what to do?...

What do you (the reader) suggest?

Fight or die?

Continue or move on?

A post for fun

As you guys can see, I haven't posted in ages like... I guess I just didn't have anything to post about

But now I do, like


I can post about my life? Or things that have happened in it? (Not shit )

So I'll start with:
Reading back, I was reading back at my old posts and I can see how random I really am it's funny to see the sheer randomness of the stuff I posted here and to me I find it hilarious

Some may not and well it's each to their own in the end really

So life events now

I'm currently doing my first year of college, recently had my 18th birthday (I know the big one eight )
That was fun, had my first pint in the pub :D good times there had my first tattoo as well, almost been two weeks since I had it done

Generally enjoying life as it is right now like

I am single and I would like to find love with the right girl but for now I'm content as single

Before you ask,
Yes I am a gamer and I'm damn proud!

Take it or leave it, either way is fine with me xD

Yeah I guess that's all there is to post about

Oh and I'll make a new post for my tattoo :)


Signing off

good songs: pain

"Pain"

(Now I can see your pain, I'm sorry
 Goodbye!
 I cry so hard
 Now I can see your pain, I'm sorry
 Goodbye!
 I cry tonight)



 The necks of this youth
 With their necks through this noose
 We're told lies like its truth
 And we suspect that it's you
 So you strap them with the AK
 It's mother fucking may day
 They swear I'm fucking crazy
 Ain't nothing gonna save me
 I'm breaking I feel it
 I'm naked I'm kneeling
 I'm shaking I'm reeling
 My god I keep bleeding
 I watch the world die through crimson eyes
 I cry it turns to night
 I die I see the light
 And now I'll say goodbye



 Now I can see your pain I'm sorry
 Goodbye
 I cry so hard
 Now I can see your pain I'm sorry
 Goodbye
 I cry tonight



 If I could take all this pain away
 Use the rage of our youth today
 Whose to say that it's you to blame
 It's the people above you
 The ones who say that they love you
 Look what the world has come to
 So now it's time to say 'Fuck You!'
 If you care then they drug you
 And no one's there when they numb you
 Fill you with terror and crush you
 Pretend they care as they shove you
 So you look to me to find the truth
 And what I say is what you do
 But everyone you look up to
 Is really as fucked up as you
 Time is getting shorter
 With these enforced disorders
 And we get blamed and pushed around
 So who's the fucking villain now?



 Now I can see your pain I'm sorry
 Goodbye
 I cry so hard
 Now I can see your pain I'm sorry
 Goodbye
 I cry tonight



 We can't stop now
 We're so close now
 'Cause these times are almost over
 I won't give up
 So god save us
 It feels like were getting closer
 We can't stop now
 We're so close now
 'Cause these times are almost over
 I won't give up
 So god save us



 Now I can see your pain I'm sorry
 Goodbye
 I cry so hard
 Now I can see your pain I'm sorry
 Goodbye
 I cry tonight
 Goodbye
 I cry tonight
 I'll cry tonight
 I cry tonight

For my Scottish friend

Gem


I don't know much about you (and vice versa)
but from what I do know and how long I've known you have both said and proven that you my Scottish friend
are damn right amazing!


you may think differently but the evidence is there!


you're in my top tier of friends and you make me smile


so thank you for being so amazing and being a good friend


I know this isn't much but hey
its the thought that counts in the end


sp keep up with you Gemmyness (that's now a word
don't judge! )


Rhos
the random welsh guy :P

For my dear sister

Crystin
you... You're Just sooo amazing
you're the best sister ever
we have our tiffs, but that's family
we always have a laugh together and you are a comedy genius!


the jokes you come out with and the other funny things you do XD just brilliant


so this is a thank you
for you being you and helping
you give me advice and listen to my waffling
you help me when i need it and I'm thankful for it


so thank you tint *hugs tightly*


you're a legend! (a living legend) and i couldn't ask for a better sister


You're amazing bro
Rhos

For my best friend

Will,
this is for you


happy birthday bud!


this is your present from me
its a thank you of a sort


now onto the thank you part


Will, you've been my bestie bud for like my whole life and well we've had our ups and downs but who doesn't?
you've been there and helped me
you've provided fun and happiness
laughs and general friend things
you're a definite awesome person and if I could give out knight hoods you would have one


I hope we'll be friends for life because your awesomeness is inspiring and your motivational things are comedy gold!


so thank you my friend
and keep up the good work


Rhos

A message for an amazing friend of mine

This is a message for an amazing friend of mine


the friend is Jai / Jaimie


Jai,
you are an amazing friend, you might not think so but you are
I swear to god you are! (and I'm not religious)


you helped me in a hard time
put up with me :P
and you helped me
and I'm incredibly grateful for it
I can't thank you enough


this is just my way of saying thank you


thank you for being you,
for being helpful to everyone (you try your best to help )
for being that amazing friend!


I know you're having a rough time with life but I swear it'll get better
just hold on!


some song lyrics to help


Cause I know that life is short, and
 living is the hardest part.


its from the song "I'll be there" by Hollywood undead


so thank you Jai
hold on!
don't give up!
if you ever need to talk I'm here, or on the blog or facebook or email to talk
so feel free to drop a line and I'll do my best to you and I'll listen and provide hugs


thank you
good luck my amazing friend


*hugs*
Rhos


(p.s, these words probably don't mean much to you but they mean alot to me
thats how feel about you and our friendship )

Good songs: Believe

I can't believe
 That when I breathe
 There's something good inside of me
 Just one good thing inside of me
 So close to me
 That memory
 Of that one good thing inside of me
 Just one good thing inside of me

 If I went out the back door nobody would stop me
 But where would I go?
 Cause I ain't ever had a real home
 So what do I know?
 So I could keep running, hide until they find me
 But what would that do?
 If they could only know what I knew
 What would it prove?
 I should've seen the writing on the wall
 Instead I'm left to fall
 Cause the longer I'm away
 The more we stay the same
 Looking back where I thought I knew it all
 Instead I'm left to fall
 Did I throw it all away?

 I can't believe
 That when I breathe
 There's something good inside of me
 Just one good thing inside of me
 So close to me
 That memory
 Of that one good thing inside of me
 Just one good thing inside of me

 Don't you know, little boy, they'll lay you to waste man
 Little do they know every song is a life span
 Never taken one, but I'm taking my last chance
 To hold all we know and let go with both hands
 Oh don't you know that clouds are made from concrete?
 Right through the stone can you hear my heart beat?
 Beats through my bones like the memory left me
 Not for a second or a minute when I dream
 I wanna go home like the home that I keep
 You can dig six or sixty six feet
 We can live forever still your misery missed me
 Hold this song together with a bottle of whiskey
 Look into the mirror at the lines that time drew
 Seen em painted white and the eyes that shined through
 My heart beats heavy in an open chest
 And I wanna say goodbye, but there's nobody left

 I can't believe
 That when I breathe
 There's something good inside of me
 Just one good thing inside of me
 So close to me
 That memory
 Of that one good thing inside of me
 Just one good thing inside of me

 I broke it all and I'm put to the test
 Put your hand to mine and feel this emptiness
 There's no beat in my chest, 'cause there's nothing left
 No it ain't goodbye, it's a last caress
 What's another dream, you can hardly sleep
 Can you believe bad things only happen to me?
 God knows one day you will finally see
 That scars will heal but were meant to bleed
 Do you realize I would lie for you?
 Please have my last breath, I would die for you
 I know I'm no good but my heart beats true
 You know I'm gonna fight, though I might be scared to lose
 You took me in and I fucked it up again
 An empty promise, no I won't pretend
 'Cause in the end we need someone to solve em
 Nobody can fix me if I'm part of the problem

 I can't believe
 That when I breathe
 There's something good inside of me
 Just one good thing inside of me
 So close to me
 That memory
 Of that one good thing inside of me
 Just one good thing inside of me,

New things?

I'm starting to think of recording my progress for my warhammer hobby every week on here


I'm not completely certain so I ask you the readers if you want to see it?


and if I do, it'll have pictures too!

Character development

This post is to further develop Garrett Falcone


so here are a couple of tattoos that he now / is going to have:

the fire one is for both of his hands

and these are tattoos are ones I plan on, potentially getting in the future

so what do you guys and girls think?

Funny picture

So this is a funny picture that describes me and my life really well




so here we go

my ramblings

so this is just some ramblings...




anyway I thought I would up date my readers
well in the last post Garky sailed


well Garky is gone now...


ah well...


sometime I want to post up some pics of things I've been working on recently!


just say if you want to see them


Garrett / Rhos

cardiff comic con

so Cardiff comic con was yesterday and i had a great time,
i got to meet fellow bloglandian Inky flame
and at comic con the ship Garky set sail.

Garrett.

Day 1

so this is going to be my first proper post on my blog so yeah bear with.
I'm just going to put here a rundown of my day: so lets see I've talked to friends and did some r.ping with friends as well, so its all been well today.
Here is where I'm going to ask if you read this please post a comment and tell me how your feeling and when you found my blog

Garrett.

hello readers this going to be my blog for everything i want to post up.