good songs: pain

"Pain"

(Now I can see your pain, I'm sorry
 Goodbye!
 I cry so hard
 Now I can see your pain, I'm sorry
 Goodbye!
 I cry tonight)



 The necks of this youth
 With their necks through this noose
 We're told lies like its truth
 And we suspect that it's you
 So you strap them with the AK
 It's mother fucking may day
 They swear I'm fucking crazy
 Ain't nothing gonna save me
 I'm breaking I feel it
 I'm naked I'm kneeling
 I'm shaking I'm reeling
 My god I keep bleeding
 I watch the world die through crimson eyes
 I cry it turns to night
 I die I see the light
 And now I'll say goodbye



 Now I can see your pain I'm sorry
 Goodbye
 I cry so hard
 Now I can see your pain I'm sorry
 Goodbye
 I cry tonight



 If I could take all this pain away
 Use the rage of our youth today
 Whose to say that it's you to blame
 It's the people above you
 The ones who say that they love you
 Look what the world has come to
 So now it's time to say 'Fuck You!'
 If you care then they drug you
 And no one's there when they numb you
 Fill you with terror and crush you
 Pretend they care as they shove you
 So you look to me to find the truth
 And what I say is what you do
 But everyone you look up to
 Is really as fucked up as you
 Time is getting shorter
 With these enforced disorders
 And we get blamed and pushed around
 So who's the fucking villain now?



 Now I can see your pain I'm sorry
 Goodbye
 I cry so hard
 Now I can see your pain I'm sorry
 Goodbye
 I cry tonight



 We can't stop now
 We're so close now
 'Cause these times are almost over
 I won't give up
 So god save us
 It feels like were getting closer
 We can't stop now
 We're so close now
 'Cause these times are almost over
 I won't give up
 So god save us



 Now I can see your pain I'm sorry
 Goodbye
 I cry so hard
 Now I can see your pain I'm sorry
 Goodbye
 I cry tonight
 Goodbye
 I cry tonight
 I'll cry tonight
 I cry tonight

For my Scottish friend

Gem


I don't know much about you (and vice versa)
but from what I do know and how long I've known you have both said and proven that you my Scottish friend
are damn right amazing!


you may think differently but the evidence is there!


you're in my top tier of friends and you make me smile


so thank you for being so amazing and being a good friend


I know this isn't much but hey
its the thought that counts in the end


sp keep up with you Gemmyness (that's now a word
don't judge! )


Rhos
the random welsh guy :P

For my dear sister

Crystin
you... You're Just sooo amazing
you're the best sister ever
we have our tiffs, but that's family
we always have a laugh together and you are a comedy genius!


the jokes you come out with and the other funny things you do XD just brilliant


so this is a thank you
for you being you and helping
you give me advice and listen to my waffling
you help me when i need it and I'm thankful for it


so thank you tint *hugs tightly*


you're a legend! (a living legend) and i couldn't ask for a better sister


You're amazing bro
Rhos

For my best friend

Will,
this is for you


happy birthday bud!


this is your present from me
its a thank you of a sort


now onto the thank you part


Will, you've been my bestie bud for like my whole life and well we've had our ups and downs but who doesn't?
you've been there and helped me
you've provided fun and happiness
laughs and general friend things
you're a definite awesome person and if I could give out knight hoods you would have one


I hope we'll be friends for life because your awesomeness is inspiring and your motivational things are comedy gold!


so thank you my friend
and keep up the good work


Rhos

A message for an amazing friend of mine

This is a message for an amazing friend of mine


the friend is Jai / Jaimie


Jai,
you are an amazing friend, you might not think so but you are
I swear to god you are! (and I'm not religious)


you helped me in a hard time
put up with me :P
and you helped me
and I'm incredibly grateful for it
I can't thank you enough


this is just my way of saying thank you


thank you for being you,
for being helpful to everyone (you try your best to help )
for being that amazing friend!


I know you're having a rough time with life but I swear it'll get better
just hold on!


some song lyrics to help


Cause I know that life is short, and
 living is the hardest part.


its from the song "I'll be there" by Hollywood undead


so thank you Jai
hold on!
don't give up!
if you ever need to talk I'm here, or on the blog or facebook or email to talk
so feel free to drop a line and I'll do my best to you and I'll listen and provide hugs


thank you
good luck my amazing friend


*hugs*
Rhos


(p.s, these words probably don't mean much to you but they mean alot to me
thats how feel about you and our friendship )

Good songs: Believe

I can't believe
 That when I breathe
 There's something good inside of me
 Just one good thing inside of me
 So close to me
 That memory
 Of that one good thing inside of me
 Just one good thing inside of me

 If I went out the back door nobody would stop me
 But where would I go?
 Cause I ain't ever had a real home
 So what do I know?
 So I could keep running, hide until they find me
 But what would that do?
 If they could only know what I knew
 What would it prove?
 I should've seen the writing on the wall
 Instead I'm left to fall
 Cause the longer I'm away
 The more we stay the same
 Looking back where I thought I knew it all
 Instead I'm left to fall
 Did I throw it all away?

 I can't believe
 That when I breathe
 There's something good inside of me
 Just one good thing inside of me
 So close to me
 That memory
 Of that one good thing inside of me
 Just one good thing inside of me

 Don't you know, little boy, they'll lay you to waste man
 Little do they know every song is a life span
 Never taken one, but I'm taking my last chance
 To hold all we know and let go with both hands
 Oh don't you know that clouds are made from concrete?
 Right through the stone can you hear my heart beat?
 Beats through my bones like the memory left me
 Not for a second or a minute when I dream
 I wanna go home like the home that I keep
 You can dig six or sixty six feet
 We can live forever still your misery missed me
 Hold this song together with a bottle of whiskey
 Look into the mirror at the lines that time drew
 Seen em painted white and the eyes that shined through
 My heart beats heavy in an open chest
 And I wanna say goodbye, but there's nobody left

 I can't believe
 That when I breathe
 There's something good inside of me
 Just one good thing inside of me
 So close to me
 That memory
 Of that one good thing inside of me
 Just one good thing inside of me

 I broke it all and I'm put to the test
 Put your hand to mine and feel this emptiness
 There's no beat in my chest, 'cause there's nothing left
 No it ain't goodbye, it's a last caress
 What's another dream, you can hardly sleep
 Can you believe bad things only happen to me?
 God knows one day you will finally see
 That scars will heal but were meant to bleed
 Do you realize I would lie for you?
 Please have my last breath, I would die for you
 I know I'm no good but my heart beats true
 You know I'm gonna fight, though I might be scared to lose
 You took me in and I fucked it up again
 An empty promise, no I won't pretend
 'Cause in the end we need someone to solve em
 Nobody can fix me if I'm part of the problem

 I can't believe
 That when I breathe
 There's something good inside of me
 Just one good thing inside of me
 So close to me
 That memory
 Of that one good thing inside of me
 Just one good thing inside of me,

New things?

I'm starting to think of recording my progress for my warhammer hobby every week on here


I'm not completely certain so I ask you the readers if you want to see it?


and if I do, it'll have pictures too!